So she vanquished them, horse and foot, just as she had vanquished
their fathers thirty years
before about the smell. That was two years after her father's
death and a short time after her
sweetheart--the one we believe( would marry her-had deserted her.
After her father's death she
went out very little; after her sweetheart went away, people hardly
saw her at an. A few of the
ladies had the temerity to call, but were not received, and th4 only
sign of life about the place
was the Negro man-a young man then--going in and out with a market
basket.
"Just as if a man-any man-could keep a kitchen property," the ladies
said; so they were not
surprised when the smell developed. It was another link between
the gross, teeming world and
the high and mighty Griersons A neighbor, a woman. complained to the
mayor, judge Stevens,
eighty years old.
"But what will you have me do about it, madam?" he said.
"Why, send her word to stop it,' the woman said. 'Isn't
there a law?'
"I'm sure that won't be necessary," judge Stevens said. -It's
probably
just a snake or a rat that nigger of hers killed in the yard.
I'll speak to him about it.'
The next day he received two more complaints, one from a man
who came in diffident
deprecation. "We really must do something about it judge.
I'd be the last one in the world to
bother Miss Emily, but we've got to do something.' That night the Board
of Aldermen met-three
gray-beard and one younger man, a member of the rising generation.
'It's simple enough," he said. 'Send her word to have
her place cleaned up. Give her a certain
time to do it in, and if she don't. . .'
'Dammit, sir,' judge Stevens said, "will you accuse a lady to
her face of smelling bad?"
So the next night, after midnight, four men crossed Miss Emily's
lawn and slunk about the
house like burglars, sniffing along the base of the brickwork and at
the cellar openings while
one of them performed a regular sowing motion with his hand out of
a sack stung from his
shoulder. They broke open the cellar door and sprinkled lime
there, and in all the
outbuildings. As they recrossed the lawn, a window that had been
dark was lighted and Miss
Emily sat in it, the light behind her, and her upright torso motionless
as that of an idol. They
crept quietly across the lawn and into the shadow of the locusts that
lined the street. After a
week or two the smell went away.
That was when people had begun to feel really sorry for her. . People
in
our town, remembering how old lady Wyatt, her great-aunt, had gone
completely crazy at last,
believed that the Griersons held themselves a little too high for what
they really were. None of
the young men were quite good enough for Miss Emily and such.
We had long thought of them
as a tableau; Miss Emily a slender figure in white in the background,
her father a spraddled
silhouette in the foreground, his back to her and clutching a horsewhip,
the two of them framed
bv the back-flung front door. So when she got to be thirty and
was still single, we were not
pleased exactly, but vindicated; even with insanity in the family she
wouldn't have turned down
all of her chances if they had really materialized.
When her father died, it got about that the house was all that was
left to her; and in a way,
people were glad. At last they could pity Miss Emily. Being
left alone, and a pauper, she had
become humanized. Now she too would know the old thrill and the
old despair of a penny
more or less.
The day after his death all the ladies prepared
to call at the house and offer condolence and
aid, as is our custom. Miss Emily met them at the door, dressed as
usual and with no trace of
grief on her face. She told them that her father was not dead.
She did that for three days, with
the ministers calling on her, and the doctors, trying to persuade her
to let them dispose of the
body. just as they were about to resort to law and force, she broke
down, and they buried d her
father quickly.
We did not say she was crazy then. We believed
she had to do that. We remembered all the
young men her father had driven away, and we knew that with nothing
left, she would have to
cling to that which had robbed her, as people will.
III
She was sick for a long time. When we saw her again, her hair
was cut short, making her look
like a girl, with a vague resemblance to those angels in colored church
windows-sort of tragic
and serene.
The town had just let the contracts for paving the
sidewalks, and in the summer after her
father's death they began the work. The construction company
came with niggers and mules and
machinery, and a foreman named Homer Barron, a Yankee-a big, dark,
ready man, with a big
voice and eyes lighter than his face. The little boys would follow
in groups to hear him cuss
the niggers, and the niggers singing in time to the rise and fall of
picks. Pretty soon he knew
everybody in town. Whenever you heard a lot of laughing anywhere
about the square, Homer
Barron would be in the center of the group. Presently we began
to see him and Miss Emily on
Sunday afternoons driving in the yellow-wheeled buggy and the matched
team of bays from the
livery stable.
At first we were glad that Miss Emily would have
an interest, because the ladies all said, 'Of
course a Grierson would not think seriously of a Northerner, a day
laborer.' But there were still
others, older people, who said that even grief could not cause a real
lady to forget noblesse
oblige-without calling it noblesse oblige. They just said, "Poor Emily.
Her kinsfolk should
come to her." She had some kin in Alabama; but years ago her father
had fallen out with them
over the estate of old lady Wyatt, the crazy woman, and there was no
communication between
the two families. They had not even been represented at the funeral.
And as soon as the old people said, 'Poor Emily,"
the whispering began. 'Do you suppose
it's really so?" they said to one another. "Of course it is.
What else could. . .' This behind their
hands; rustling of craned silk and satin behind jalousies closed upon
the sun of Sunday
afternoon as the thin, swift clop-clop-clop of the matched team passed:
"Poor Emily.'
She carried her head high enough-even when we believed
that she was fallen. It was as if
she demanded more than ever the recognition of her dignity as the last
Grierson; as if it had
wanted that touch of earthiness to re her imperviousness. Like
when she bought the rat poison,
the arsenic. That was over a year after they had begun to say
'Poor Emily," and while the two
female cousins were visiting her.
'I want some poison,' she said to the druggist.
She was over thirty then, still a slight woman,
though thinner than usual, with cold, haughty black eves in a face
the flesh of which was
strained across the temples and about the eyesockets as you imagine
a lighthousekeeper's face
ought to look. "I want some poison," she said.
'Yes, Miss Emily. What kind? For rats
and such? I'd recom--'
'I want the best you have. I don't care what
kind."
The druggist named several. "They'll kill
anything up to an elephant.
But what you want is-'
"Arsenic," Miss Emjlv said. "Is that a good
one?"
"Is.. . arsenic? Yes. ma'am. But what
you want-"
"I want arsenic."
The druggist looked down at her. She looked
back at him. erect, her
face like a strained flag. "Why, of course," the druggist said.
"If that's what you want. But the
law requires you to tell what you are going to use it for."
Miiss Emily just stared at him, her head tilted
back in order to look him eye for eye, until he
looked away and went and got the arsenic and wrapped it up. The
Negro delivery boy brought
her the package; the druggist didn't come back. When she opened
the package at home there
was written on the box. under the skull and bones: "For rats."
IV
So the next day we all said, 'She will kill
herself'; and we said it would be the best thing.
When she had first begun to be seen with Homer Barron, we had said,
'She will marry him.'
Then we said, "She will persuade him yet," because Homer himself had
remarked-he liked
men, and it was known that he drank with the younger men in the Elks'
Club-that he was not a
marrying man. Later we said, 'Poor Emily' behind the jalousies
as they 9 passed on Sunday
afternoon in the glittering buggy, Miss Emily with her head high and
Homer Barron with his hat
cocked and a cigar in his teeth, reins and whip in a yellow glove.
Then some of the ladies began to say that it was
a disgrace to the town and a bad example to
the young people. The men did not want to interfere, but at last
the ladies forced the Baptist
minister-Miss Emily's people were Episcopal-to call upon her. He would
never divulge what
happened during that interview, but he refused to go back again. The
next Sunday they
again drove about the streets, and the following day the minister's
wife wrote to Miss Emily's
relations in Alabama.
So she had blood-kin under her roof again and we
sat back to watch developments. At first
nothing happened. Then we were sure that they were to be married.
We learned that Miss
Emily had been to the jeweler's and ordered a man's toilet set in silver,
with the letters H. B. on
each piece. Two days later we learned that she had bought a complete
outfit of men's clothing,
including a nightshirt, and we said, "They are married.' We were really
glad. We were glad
because the two female cousins were even more Grierson than Miss Emily
had ever been.
So we were surprised when Homer Barron-the streets
had been finished some time
since-was gone. We were a little disappointed that there was
not a public blowing-off, but we
believed that he had gone on to prepare for Miss Emily's coming, or
to give her a chance to get
rid of the cousins. (By that time it was a cabal, and we were all Miss
Emily's allies to help
circumvent the cousins.) Sure enough, after another week they departed.
And, as we had
expected all along, within three days Homer Barron was back in town.
A neighbor saw the
Negro man admit him at the kitchen door at dusk one evening.
And that was the last we saw of Homer Barron.
And of Miss Emily for some time. The
Negro man went in and out with the market basket, but the front door
remained closed. Now
and then we would see her at a window for a moment, as the men did
that night when they
sprinkled the lime, but for almost six months she did not appear on
the streets. Then we knew
that this was to be expected too; as if that quality of her father
which had thwarted her woman's
life so many times had been too virulent and too furious to die.
When we next saw Miss Emily, she had grown fat and her hair was turning
gray. During the
next few years it grew grayer and grayer until it attained an even
pepper-and-salt iron-gray.
when it ceased turning. Up to the day of her death at seventy-four
it was still that vigorous
iron-gray, like the hair of an active man.
From that time on her front door remained closed, save for a period
of six or seven years, when
she was about forty, during which she gave lessons in china-painting.
She fitted up a studio in
one of the downstairs rooms. where the daughters and grand-daughters
of Colonel Sartoris'
contemporaries were sent to her with the same regularity and in the
same spirit that_ they were
sent to church on Sundays with a twenty-five-cent piece for the collection
plate. Meanwhile
her taxes had been remitted.
Then the newer generation became the backbone and the spirit
of the town, and the painting
pupils grew up and fell away and did not send their children to her
with boxes of color and
tedious brushes and pictures cut from the ladies' magazines.
The front door closed upon the last
one and remained closed for good. When the town got free postal
delivery, Miss Emily alone
refused to let them fasten the metal numbers above her door and attach
a mailbox to it. She
would not listen to them.
Daily, monthly, yearly we watched the Negro grow
grayer and more stooped, going in and
out with the market basket. Each December we sent her a tax notice,
which would be returned
by the post office a week later, unclaimed. Now and then we would
see her in one of the
downstairs windows-she had evidently shut up the top floor of the house-like
the carven torso
of an idol in a niche, looking or not looking at us, we could never
tell which. Thus she passed
from generation to generation-dear, inescapable, impervious, tranquil,
and perverse.
And so she died. Fell in the house filled
with dust and shadows, with only a doddering
Negro man to wait on her. We did not even know she was sick;
we had long since given up
trying to get any information from the Negro. He talked to no
one, probably not even to her, for
his voice had grown harsh and rusty, as if from disuse.
She died in one of the downstairs rooms, in a heavy
walnut bed with a curtain, her gray head
propped on a pillow yellow and moldy with age and lack of sunlight.
V
The Negro met the first of the ladies at the front door and
let them in, with their hushed,
sibilant voices and their quick, curious glances, and then disappeared.
He walked right through
the house and out the back and was not seen again.
The two female cousins came at once. They
held the funeral on the second day, with the
town coming to look at Miss Emily beneath a mass of bought flowers,
with the crayon face of
her father musing profoundly above the bier and the ladies sibilant
and macabre; and the very
old men-some in their brushed Confederate uniforms-on the porch and
the lawn, talking of Miss
Emily as if she had been a contemporary of theirs, believing that they
had danced with her and
courted her perhaps, confusing time with its mathematical progression,
as the old do, to whom
all the past is not a diminishing road but, instead, a huge meadow
which no winter ever quite
touches. divided from them now by the narrow bottleneck of the most
recent decade of years.
Already, we knew that there was one room in that
region above stairs which no one had seen
in forty years, and which would have to be forced. They waited
until Miss Emily was decently
in the ground before they opened it.
The violence of breaking down the door seemed to
fill this room with pervading dust. A
thin, acrid pall as of the tomb seemed to lie everywhere upon this
room decked and furnished as
for a bridal: upon the valance curtains of faded rose color. upon the
rose-shaded lights, upon
the dressing table. upon the delicate array of crystal and the man's
toilet things backed with
tarnished silver, silver so tarnished that the monogram was obscured.
Among them lay collar
and tie, as if they had just been removed, which, lifted, left upon
the surface a pale crescent in
the dust. Upon a chair hung the suit, carefully folded; beneath
it the two mute shoes and the
discarded socks.
The man himself lay in the bed.
For a long while we just stood there, looking down
at the profound and fleshless grin. The
body had apparently once lain in the attitude of an embrace, but now
the long sleep that outlasts
love, that conquers even the grimace of love, had cuckolded him.
What was left of him, rotted
beneath what was left of the nightshirt, had become inextricable from
the bed in which he lay;
and upon him and upon the pillow beside him lay that even coating of
the patient and biding
dust.
Then we noticed that in the second pillow was the indentation
of a head One of us lifted
something from it, and leaving forward, that faint and invisible dust
dry and acrid in the
nostrils, we saw a long strand of iron-gray hair.