"Two Beds and A Coffee machine"

  ~~Surviving Marriage Violence

By Christine Yeh
  The lyrics of the song "Two Beds & A Coffee Machine," show the deepest feeling of a woman, who is a victim under the violence in marriage.   The struggling process of the woman reveals that the woman as a wife wants to break away from the family violence many times.   However, thinking of her innocent children and the financial problems they will encounter in the future, she decides to go back home to play a good role of a mother.   Major images and ideas shown in the lyrics

 A. Violence and frustration in marriage:

 B. Inner struggles of the woman:

 C. Hope for the woman to live on:

 D. Cycle pain in marriage violence:


A.Violence and frustration in marriage:

     Images that imply the gloomy atmosphere in the family are broken glass and furniture, which show the house is strongly damaged after family violence.   The hidden bruise shows the woman's  attempts to tolerate the violent actions.   And the ditches and the stop signs are set in contrast to the highway: a marriage should go as flat as a highway, while the woman faces lots of ditches and stop signs, which imply the frustrations in her marriage.   As for the screaming, nightmare and black of night, they all give people the feeling of darkness and violence, which should not appear in a happy marriage.
 
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B.Inner struggles of the woman:

     The woman's  feelings are moving back and forth.   She wants to break away the tempest circle because she almost can't bear the hurtful things in her life.   The title of the song, "two beds and a coffee house" is a specific phrase the writer uses to express the woman's  lonely and helpless feelings in the hotel struggling between the destruction and the future life.   Bed is always the place for people to take a complete rest, and coffee can offer people a warm and relax feeling.   The woman drives away home and finds out a hotel with two beds and a coffee machine, which is a place for her to take a temporary rest without the fears of the violence.   But, if the woman leaves the home with her children, she may face serious financial problems in the future because only two beds and a coffee machine in a hotel room are too few to satisfy them.   So the woman finally realizes that there are other groceries they need than coffee and a lot of other activities to do at "home" than sleeping.   Thus, "she knows she will have to go home."
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C.Hope for the woman to live on:

    Though the woman suffers a lot from her husband, the children know nothing about the unhappiness of their mother.   They still sleep peacefully "in the backseat."   And their sweet dreams are "full of candy and new toys" which are again the contrasts to the mother's bitter feeling.   We can see that it is her children who support her to survive in the bad environment.   Although she doesn't want to tolerate the painful violence anymore, she sacrifices for her children in order to see their smiles.   Besides, the "fortress" is "built to last," she must give her beloved children a complete home, not a broken one.   So, thinking of her children, she finally decided to drive back home on the lonely highway.
 
 
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D.Cycle pain in marriage violence:

      The woman is thus in a repetitive trip back and forth between home and different highway motels, which is revealed through repeating the word "another."   The words following "another," ”are step, bruise, alibi, ditch, stop sign, cheap hotel and lonely highway."   The word "another" here gives us the idea that the violence, the breaking away and the going back home have happened several times.   Everything is uncertain and unstable to the woman and it seems that she can't find a specific, clear way to go.   Again, the use of this word successfully builds the woman's helpless feeling and the persistent image in the readers' minds.

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